But it's always raining in my head...

I want to pay attention

I want to not fall apart

But it’s always raining in my head

You may see a smile upon my face

You may even hear a joke or two

But you have no idea the darkness inside my head

I try to tell you the truth

I try to say how I truly feel

But when I share that side of me you just walk away

I beg for love and help

I beg for you to care

But I wind up all alone inside my head

It’s always raining inside my head

I wish to forget the words I’ve said

Take back the things that scared you away

Take back the words that pushed you away

Take back the darkened light that wasn’t what you needed from me

But it’s always raining in my head…