Broken Tears

And here I lay asleep in my bed
My pillow stained and wet
The broken tears falling harder now
I walked with you
I talked with you
You held my hand 
And now the broken tears fall 
Each memory relived in the darkness
And each tear drop wets my pillow
I know you loved me
I loved you too
I know  you cared
I cared even more
And still the broken tears fall
I know you wouldn't want me doing it
But I cannot control what happens when I dream 
Because I dream of you and many others
Sometimes I see you with me, sometimes not
But each time the broken tears fall
I never forget the most important part of you being gone
There are no more goodbyes, no more I love you's.