The demon called Suicide

I don’t even have the strength left to think about you
Let alone make another attempt at you
You leave me broken and scarred for life
You take away friends, loved ones
You leave me hollow and empty inside

I have tried to drown you in whiskey
I have given you pills to make you go away
And still you eat at my soul, my spirit
Taking away from me the light I used to shine brightly with
Leaving a gloomy gus, a somber ass, mean old man
Now here I sit thinking about you when I haven’t the strength left
To give you what you want from me anymore

I can’t even bare to think of giving you my life
Despite you wearing me down yet again
You are the bastard child I never wanted
Begging for my last ounce of life to save yours
To keep you moving on to another soul
But I intend to starve you to your own death

You shall take no one else if I ever have my way
Though I understand the desire to give into your demands
I know you will only keep asking no matter how many times someone might fail
And so, I give you nothing, I harness the light to keep you inside your own abyss
Inside your own demise you demon called Suicide.