HUMAN

I can’t be myself

I can’t be what you want me to be

I can’t be everything to everyone

I can’t be the person you think I am

I’m only human

I bleed when I fall down

They see what I am

I can let it go

I fail them with every step I take

I can’t make you smile

I can take so much

Till I have so much

Cause I’m only human

Break and fall down

Bleed when you cut my soul

With the words that meant to be kind

You have no idea what I am
who I am

I’m not the person you think you see

I’m the person who hides from his dreams

I’m the person who begs to not fall asleep most of the time

Because though I am human

My sensitivity is on high alert

My soul bleeds with every dream, every thought, and every dream

Because I’m only human and most don’t truly, see me

I spend days wishing I wasn’t breathing

I don’t wish to die

Rather, I wish I could be free

Free of the bullying at my age

Free of those who only wish to use me

Free my soul to show the real me

But I’m only human

And instead, I hide myself

I try to be what everyone else say’s I am

I am not some cartoon character

I am not someone to torment to my face

I am not anything but what I am, human

I can fake a smile

I can make you laugh

I can do many things

You have no idea of the most important thing I have never been able to do…

Despite being human, I don’t feel love…