Wednesday, June 29, 2016

The painful sober truth

One night, one g'dam night and it's all for naught
Two A.M. fireworks outside my bedroom window
And my Bipolar mind was awake
The night when I needed sleep and got crap
Bam Bam Bam, may seem like harmless fun to some kids
Try being in my mind when I haven't slept
Try harnessing the tornado when their was little to no rest
I dare you
I dare you to not cry in pain
I dare you to not want to hurt yourself
I dare you to not want to get even
Because the night I don't sleep
Which is so often leaves me
Dark, depressed, tired
And especially painfully sobering truth
I won't ever find peace
Until that day
When my body
Quits.

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