Punches

I beat myself up for what I've done
I punch my face till my knuckles bleed out
But the pain still keeps me locked away
Deep inside it won't let me go
I can never punish myself enough
For the things I've done
And for things I never did
To hurt others
As my pain
Punches my soul
Making it ache
A deep throbbing pain
I can't let go of
Reminding me
To stay away
From you
And to push you away from me
Otherwise I will wind up
Punching myself again
For things I did
And didn't do