The Darkened Abyss

Oh, there you are my darkened abyss
I thought you were gone for good
Rather you were here, hidden deep inside

Such a small amount of time to feel better
I will try again tomorrow and hopefully you will be gone again
Or my soul will bleed out from the pain
Both past and present

The first reaction is to sacrifice myself
Falling on my sword so to speak
With little blood falling from my veins
There is nothing left but dust and dirt

You have no idea how long I was just happy
Hoping you were dead my darkened abyss
But, you were being coy
Waiting for me to falter letting you go out and play

This was not even my doing
Someone else bared my soul for you to enter
I begged for them to set me free
They ignored my plea's

Gutted me anyway so you could come out
Baring me all over again to let others see my soul