The Panic Attack

I feel the panic within rising
I can't outrun the pace from inside
The words I mutter a cold comfort
   No More No More

They cannot hold back sensory overload
The reasoning is going as the pace increases
   No More No More

Hollow words as it keeps coming
The sense of losing all control is kicking in
The memories flooding my mind no end in sight
No distinct pace involved
   No More No More

The hands sieze up shaped like clams
The tears stream down as I pray
Let this be the moment when it all stops
A hopeless gesture in teh land of eternal failures
   No More No More

Oxygen in place, panic moves quicker
Urging me to breathe as I beg to stop
Small comfort in their empty words
Promises it will be alright
Then again, they aren't in my head are they?
   No More No More NO MORE

More self degredation, humiliation
Striking another solemn promise in my mind
A driving force to keep pushing onward
Not in a manner you'd expect
Rather a drive to push the body
Further and Further, Harder and Harder
Sooner or later I will finally have what will bring me peace...
 
    No more.