Life without you

It’s been two years and I’m still here
Through everything without you
I know you aren’t proud of me
And to be honest that’s alright with me
Because for the first time in my life
Whether you like it or not
I am doing it on my own
It’s not pain free by any means
I still see the abyss through my eyes
But many days I am just above it
And all those days with you
I wasn’t

Now I breathe without you
Now I stay sober without you
Now I stay above the pain without you
Now I live for myself for the first time in my life

I’m sober
I’m free
I’m scared
I’m excited
I’m dreaming
I’m living

I am just being me.