In moments how I saw you frightened me
The thoughts were disturbing to me seeing you that way
I had worked very hard to not see you that way
I would rather go blind than even think of seeing you like that
I sit here working hard to see it differently
To not punish myself for even looking knowing better
Now I struggle to not even see you in the picture
As I push to not remember my mind reminds me
Just what I saw, how I felt despite trying not to
I feel I have not only failed me, but failed you too.
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